never give up~

"I Won't Give Up"

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When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

ok. salam alaik. huhu. semalam entry memang emo. sekarang pon masih emo. tapi sedikit terpujuk. sebab? sebab dapat tdo yang cukup. hoho. alhamdulillah. bangun pagi tadi, badan rasa segar, kepala dah ringan. syukur sangat-sangat. sebab tu, bila aku tension, aku kene tdo. bukan escape dari masalah. tapi thats how i need to calm my messy mind. bila kepala tengah messy, mula la nk jerkah org situ sini. kan x best cmtu? so, bila aku tengah stress/tension, please la stay away dari aku sebelum aku explode macam bom kt syria. ggrr!!and, to those yang kene marah kat aku, kene jerkah, so sorry okeh? aku xde niat nk treat you guys with that harsh pon. semalam lepas marah2 kat sorg ni, aku tnya roomate aku, "am i too harsh just now?" and she said "yes" and i replied "bagusla kalau cmtu" and she said again " i thought you wanna feel guilty by that" and i just keep quiet after that. indeed, aku memang rasa bersalah. tapi, xkan nk mengaku kn? ego gila! pape hal, please ea. tolong faham. do not make me more serabut when i am moody. if aku cakap aku moody, haa, pandai2 la duk jauh2. jangan datang dekat. jangan banyak soal. sebab? aku akan cakap apa masalah aku bila otak aku dah calm. dah xserabut fikir masalah dunia ni. bila korang duk nyibuk pasal masalah aku time aku tgh moody, kang x psl2 ade yang makan kasut kawad! ade bran?!! kalau xnk, please be away from me when im not really in a good mood okeh! hoho. and now, i'm chilled! ntah pape je. 

and untuk pujuk diri sendiri, aku update status fb (lame! hahaha)

Allah itu Adil..
setiap daripada kita dikurniakan ujian yang berbeza-beza..sebab Allah tahu kesanggupan/kemampuan setiap daripada kita untuk hadapi ujian yang Dia kurniakan. dan percayalah, setiap yang Allah kurniakan tu, bukan saje2. ade sesuatu yang Dia nk ajar. bersyukurlah sebab Allah masih memandang kita dengan mengurniakan ujian kat kita. kalau Allah xpandang? cmne kita agaknya ye? terbiar dalam arus dosa? nauzubillah..:"(

mode: sedang pujuk hati sendiri :"(


seriously, memang semalam rasa down, rasa nak give up je dengan semua masalah yang aku tengah face. tp, syukur sangat2 sebab aku ni org yang ditarbiyah (bajet ditarbiyah, but indeed, i am!!). Allah sayang aku. Dia bagi aku 'someone' yang boleh sedarkan aku bahawa hidup ni, bukanlah milik kita. yang perlu ikut kemahuan kita. Allah yang aturkan segalanya. so, kenapa nak mengade sangat? ikutla flow yang Allah dah tetapkan! *lempang muka sendiri berkali-kali! 
okeh.dah. aku malas dah nak fikir pasal sume2 ni. aku nk sambung wt assignment plak. esok kene anta 4 assignment kot! cm ape daaaa..
klah, sekian dulu okeh!
tadaaa..
salam..

tulus,
Hamba Allah!