Assalam..
Oke..post ke-2 untuk hri..
Well..since it is school day..
It is quite a long day la kot..
Dahla hari ahad..
Haih..*oke..xbaik mengeluh..
insyaAllah x buat dah lps ni..hehehe
back!! Today’s lesson just goes well..
ade cls ag pkul 2..mass lecture maths..
menaip kjap la..sambil2 tggu msuk waktu zohor..
hurm..oke..
just nk share something..
is it easy to change???*masing2 jwbla ek..:)
for me..its not easy if we don’t know our root..
actually I don’t know how to put this in words..*I hate it
oke..to be frank..msa zmn jahiliyah sy dlu..
sy xpernah kot baca tafsir al-Quran..
yes..sy byk kali kot katam al-Quran..*dah 10x..*..mybe org lain lagi byk..
tp..dlm 10x katam al-Quran..only sekali sy baca tafsir..
nk taw bila??masa Ramadan lps..
to those who knew me..and those who still know me..
mybe u can notice since when I started to change..
mybe perubahan dalaman,xrmai yg perasan..
but..i started to change my physical look/appearance since at the beginning of 2011..
well..seyes..browsing thru the translation of Al-Quran make me realize sooo many things..
that’s why..i said just now..it is not easy to change..
I need time to change me-myself..
I encountered my turning point at the beginning of 2010..
But at almost the end of 2010, I started to do the transformation..
I make myself compulsory to perform maghrib n isyak prayer at surau..
I make myself compulsory to fast every Monday n Thursday..
That’s one of the way that I have chosen to make me ‘mujahadah’..
To go against what I used to do..
It was very hard..
Sebelum ni pon bukan sy xpernah niat nk berubah..
I did change..but it wasn’t everlasting..
I turned back..
But now..
It’s me..NurAmalini Muhamad Amri..
When I understand what is Islam..i know why Allah has stated rules..*it’s not rules actually..
It’s the ways of life..which is the best for us to embrace fully..
I know..i’m not perfect yet..
And..mybe..i wont be perfect..
But I’m trying to be one..insyaAllah..
Hurm..do we need reason to do something which is good??
Yes..we need..
but..before that..
but..before that..
Let’s look at surah al-anfal..ayat 48-52..
Dan ingatlah ketika setan menjadikan terasa indah bagi mereka perbuatan dosa mereka dan mengatakan “ tidak ada org yg dapat mengalahkan kamu pada hari ini, dan sungguh, aku adalah penolongmu. “ maka ketika itu kedua pasukan itu telah saling melihat(berhadapan), setan balik ke belakang seraya berkata, “sesungguhnya aku berlepas diri dari kamu.aku dapat melihat apa yang kamu tidak dapat melihat. Sesungguhnya aku takut kepada Allah”..Allah sgt KERAS SEKSA-Nya..ingatlah ketika org munafik dan org2 yg ada penyakit di dlm hatinya berkata..”mereka itu org mukmin yg ditipu agamanya”..Allah berfirman, barang siapa bertawakkal kpd Allah..ketahuilah bahawa Allah Maha Bijaksana..dan sekiranya kamu melihat ketika para malaikat mencabut nyawa org2 kafir sambil memukul wajah dan punggung mereka dan berkata “rasakanlah olehmu siksa neraka yg membakar”..demikian itu disebabkan oleh PERBUATAN TANGANMU SENDIRI. Dan sesungguhnya Allah tidak menzalimi hamba-hambaNya..keadaan mereka serupa dengan keadaan pengikut Firaun dan org2 sebelum mereka. Mereka MENGINGKARI ayat2 Allah..maka Allah menyeksa mereka disebabkan dosa-dosanya.. sungguh,Allah Maha Kuat lagi sgt KERAS seksaNya..
Subhanallah..subhanallah..subhanallah..
Just now..i really2 need His help..
And I took my tafsir..
When I first open it, mata sy terus terpandang ayat2 di atas..Maha Suci Allah..
Sesungguhnya..bantuan Allah itu teramat dekat..
So..kita..sbg org Islam..bilamana kita rasa kita nk go against Allah’s statement..
Bukak balik surah al-anfal *surah lain pon byk tentang ingatan2 yg amat2 berguna untuk kita*
Sy bukan nk kata sy baik…
I share this because..
Sy syg sahabat2 sy..
Sy nk jumpa semula mereka di syurga..
Uhibbukifillah..<3
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ReplyDeletetesting3..
ReplyDeleteyes??ade ape zakwanfahmi??
ReplyDelete:) i'm proud of u my friend..
ReplyDeletehopefully,ramai lg yg akn go 4 the 'turning point'..n hopefully i'm one of them..
awk punye kakak jugak:insyaAllah..everyone deserves second chance..just that..we have to appreciate every single second of our life..=)
ReplyDelete:'( Yup, betapa susahnye utk istiqamah...astaghfirullahalazim..
ReplyDeletezakwanfahmi saje ngade je tu maleen..hahah. :p