Thursday, September 22, 2011

buat baik dibalas??

Salam sayang buat semua..

Semoga paksi kompas hati kita sedang berada di arah yg sepatutnya..
Tepuk dada..tanyalah etika..=)
Hurm..
Ini bukanlah entry emo ke ape..
Just luahan perasaan kot..*kind of..
What you give..you get back..
That’s the phrase that I have always repeated several times..
Its not that I hope for the rewards when I do something for someone..*anyone..
It just that..bila saya buat baik kt org..
Saya nk org pon buat baik dgn saya..
Sbb tu la whenever ada org yg mintak tolong saya ke ape..
insyaAllah..saya akan tolong apa yg mampu..
dan saya bukan berharap balasan dgn pertolongan yg saya berikan..
and sememangnya saya x harapkan balasan langsung..
tp if I were you..
bila ada teman yg buat baik dgn saya..
saya akan ingat sampai mati…
and saya akan fikir 100x untuk x senyum kt dia if berselisih ke ape..
kalau saya tgh stress pon..
saya xkn buat muka dgn kwn saya..
I will try so hard to at least throw you a smile..
And now..seyes sdeh..
Sbb kadang2 saya rasa..
saya ni cam tempat persinggahan..
bila perlu..
saya akan dicari..
bila xperlu..
dipandang pon tak..
if anda kt tempat saya..
you will know how I feel..
rasa pathetic sgt2…
okay..mybe ada yg akan kata “janganlah mengungkit”..
no..im not mengungkit..
im just reminding me myself..
and those who feel like what im saying is true..
you can just agree with me..
no offense..
im reminding myself..to always do good to those who did a good deed towards me..
and even they aren’t do something good for me..
just pray that they will be forgiven by Allah..
and now..
im sad..
now..I just have nobody around me for me to talk to..
“he” has gone to work where I cant interrupt his working hour..
He usually be the one who always listen to me..
Console me when I devastated..
Lend me his shoulder----àxbuat ag setakat ni..wahahaa*lps kawin tu lehla..sabar2 =p
Tp tula..xsemua akan kekal dgn kita..
*I have to remember that la*
And all what I can do for now is that..
Husnuzon..
I know..He knows the best things to happen to His servants..
We are His creations..
And He knows everything about His creations * even His creations do not know fully about themselves*
Yakinlah dengan apa yg sedang Dia rancangkan untuk kita..=)
Oh my..
Tears flow..
“awk selesema ag ke”??
“aah..selesema”..
Maaf..i lied..
I cried..
I just don’t want you worry about me..*bajet ada org nk bimbangla ni* =p
But I know you will..wahahaha
Hurm..tp tu la..
Pape jela..
Dah mls nk tulis dah..
Nk tdo plk..
Okay..tata..
Salam alaik..

p/s:entry ni ditulis pada 22/9/2011 at 1.55pm..tp x post terus sbb xdapat internet kt bilik..kene g merayau ke luar..hotspot mybe..line laju cket..nti2 la..mls ag nk turun cari internet..=p


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