::subhanallah,we got another relative::

salam alaik.oke.this is my 2nd entry for today.actually,i was thinking to sleep for a while before zohor.and i found one video about one filipino's female actress,Queenie Padilla who has just embraced Islam.alhamdulillah.we got a new relative.subhanallah.


if we can realize,there are many actress/actresses/famous2 people yg embrace Islam or changed for the religion that they embrace.last time i watched a video that showed Diana Amir*if im not mistaken* who those days quite sexy in her apperance*im not judging her according to her past appearance,yet just to make us realize how people can change within time.


so,im so proud of these people who are willing to change for the better them.i would like to quote diana's phrase"petunjuk Allah dah ada,kenapa kita masih nak degil".subhanallah.betapa hamba sepertinya mampu untuk merasa akan nikmat Islam yg telah diwarisi sejak mula2 menjengah muka bumi ni lagi.cepat/lambat,itu urusan Allah.yg penting,diri kita sendiri.kita mahu,atau tidak.sesungguhnya takdir itu berada di hujung jari manusia.




and just now,i watched a video showed Quennie Padilla.listening to her words,made me cried.subhanallah.again.she said she was living her unhappy life before she embraced Islam.and after she embraced Islam,she feels the calmness,happiness.and she intents to perform hajj soon.alhamdulillah.


observing these people who can change for the better,for Allah,suddenly influenced me to post another entry for today.ahaks!sorry.i love blogging.=p
anyway,if we look at those whom are hijab-free,wear sexy dress,and out of sudden,they changed.*of course they have realized sooo many things before they do the changes kn?what do we feel?im so embarrassed.yes.i do feel embarrassed.why?because i dont know whether i have become a good Muslim or not.i did cry for a while while listening to what Queenie said in her video.she feels the happiness after embracing Islam and "want to live my life according to Islam".


and,what happen to many of us today?especially those who admit they are Muslim,but do not appear like what their religion has stated.Islam is beautiful.Islam is the most appropriate way of life.should we sigh when we find it is difficult to cover our aurat?yeah,its not easy.but it is worth!!Allah has stated the rules for us not for free.but for the most-unseen-rewards *with naked eyes.we may be familiar to some words "im not ready to wear tudung,well,its me.just accept me,the way i am".oke.fine.di dunia ni,bolehla kita nk jawab gtu.but,can we answer that way in front of Allah in Padang Mahsyar nti?if u can,so,just go ahead.i know im not the best to talk about this,but i did once do the violence to myself before.and i promise myself not to do it again.i love my family.especially my late father. i dont want him to suffer in his grave for my sins.and for you,muslimah,you must remember,our love towards our dad,our brothers,our husbands can only be portrayed through our appearance when we go out/face our non-muhrim.we should bear that in mind always.


those who feel 'not ready' to changed,its fine.InsyaAllah kiamat lambat lagi so you will have ample time to do changes for Allah.=)


i once told my roomate that i do feel my changes today are still not enough.i have lots to improve more.Muslimah,let's change.it's not for anyone.it's for Allah.our Creator.One who creates everything.One who always see us.One who always listen to us.One who always forgive us when no other people is willing to forgive us.only Him.


some do feel afraid to change as they think they will not remain in the new-them.i would like to share something.i did feel the same when i first made my move.if you feel like your friends around you will influence you to return to the old  you,it's better if you stay away from them.me?did i stay away from my friends?NO!why?because all my friends are awesome.they are so supportive.lucky me right?=) alhamdulillah.
it's not that you have to break the friendship that you have built,but just stay away.not join them when they do the wrong deed.you know which one is better for you.so,you have choice.
and i did throw away some of my clothes that 'x cukup syarat' so that i wont get any 'credits' when i wear that clothes.huuu.sounds wasting,but yeah.i did.Allah will not change our life,unless we ourselves want the changes.i did afraid,but make our afraid as motivation.'afraid to return to the old me' is my motivation.
one more,we have to always feed up our soul with 'tazkirah'.we can get it anywhere.in websites?thousands!just go to mr.google and you will have it.


insyaAllah..there is nothing will stop us if our intention is just for Allah..let's change for the better..for Allah Almighty..