::uhibbukifillah::

woit! ops! oke. salam alaik.
actually there is nothing much about this post.
i just, wanna say that, i miss someone so much.
just so suddenly.
i just text her just now,
tp pending la pulak.
well,
dont know whether she is using the same number or not.
oh yeah, she is in Poland now.
doing medicine in warsaw uni. ggrr!!
i hope she will read this.


beb, tibo2 rindu ko mg. lama gler dah kot x ggayut2. or maybe u're damn bz over there. never mind la kn. just want u to know. i miss u so much. =(
and, i want u to know, uhibbukifillah. =") 





yesterday when i had my usrah with my beloved friends, just right on the netball court, at the end of the session, we just had this so called salam2, and i did feel something la when we are cheek-kissing and hugging to each other *we keep saying "uhibbukifillah" while salaming n cheek-kissing each other. and i just don't know why when i hugged one-this-awesome friend (yg lain pon awesome jugak), i just suddenly burst into tears. and she had thousands times already, asking me 'why' did i cry just now. and my answer was "dont ask la. nati amal nangis lagi". hahaha. i just want to torture her by letting her question inside. sorry baby. hik3.
it's actually because i feel, touched. i feel awesome. because i have awesome friends with me. others do help me in my transformation, and she does help, loads. she just, keep me from those penjahat-penjahat yang tries to come near me. she shoots them with the biggest bullet ever. * exaggerate a bit there.
no la. it just, i owe her loads. and i should know that, Allah has given her, has appointed her to be with me, because Allah knows i do need someone to take care of me from making the wrong deeds. yet, i did go beyond the limit, i used.  someone ever said to me "make your worst moment as the barrier for you. dont ever go beyond that limit anymore"--->credit to inchek tunang =)


oke.this entry is postponed quite few days because of something that can be prevented.ahuu.ops!
well, something about uhibbukifillah. as for me, my interpretation of 'uhibbukifillah' is when u feel awesome when u're with your friends, where your friends able to make your cry. well, it's like me la kot. i cry when i miss my friends. *of course cry the most when miss the family kn, especially ayah.huhuhu
why do i cry when i miss my friends?
oke.its just, because i love them la. i don't know whether i have become a good friend for them or not.how good is good?for me, good friend is a friend who when they see their friends are moving to the 'hell', they able to 'drag them back' to heaven. can you get me?oh!i wish you can! *please read with excitement =)
i just, want to say sorry to all my friends if i am not a good friend, aren't able to prevent you make something wrong. well, big sorry, like seriously. =''(


sesungguhnya, segala yang baik itu adalah daripada Allah swt..dan yang buruk itu adalah kerana kelemahan saya sebagai manusia biasa, yang masih berusaha untuk mencari cahaya agar hidup sentiasa di bawah payung redha-Nya.ameen.


salam alaik. =)




p/s:actually this entry is written since last week.but there was something appeared, so i have to postpone it.ggrr!!