Sunday, April 8, 2012

::surat buat bakal suamiku::

Salam..
Wahai bakal suamiku..
Saya harap awk sihat di sana..
Bergelut melawan budaya..
Dan dlm usaha mencari cintaNya..
Dlm usaha mencari redhaNya..
Sepanjang tempoh ini..
Banyak dugaan perlu didepani..
Banyak tohmahan perlu didengari..
Banyak cabaran perlu dilayari..
Saya harap..
Kita akan sama-sama kuat dalam tempoh ini..
Mujahidah itu pahit..
Sebab syurga itu manis..
Betul x? :-)
Saya tahu..
You have sacrificed many things for me..
For us..
To get bless from family..
To reach at this point..
It's not an easy task..
Yet..you still make it right..
Alhamdulillah..
Allah lets us meet in this beautiful world..
To make us getting stronger..
In finding a legal..
And blissfully ideal..
To you..
Bakal imamku..
Let's improve ourselves to become better..
So our children will know their Creator..
And me..will do my best to be ur angel..
Dalam kekurangan diri..
Awk tetap usaha utk teguhkan hati..
Usaha utk cari cinta hakiki..
Usaha utk cinta Ilahi..
Usaha utk bersama diri ini..
Thanks for everything..
Yes..
We aren't married yet..
But..we are working on it so hard..
InsyaAllah..
He has stated the sweetest moment for us..
Just time have no arrived..
But..
Once He says "kun fayakun"..
Nothing will separate us..
Nothing can ruin us..
Because..
People have nothing..
There is really no need for us to afraid of people..
Yet..we still do..
I still do..
Please...
Do help me to become good person..
Do help me to become good daughter..
Do help me to become good wife..
Do help me to become good mother..
And..
Do help me to become good muslimah..
I know..
I have bad history..
Yet..you leave it..
History..was history..
Make it as barrier to return to the old..
Because a new me is wonderful..
That is what u say..
Again..
Thanks for everything..
If we can't unite in this world..
Pray to Him to unite us hereafter..
Because i just wanna be with you..

With love..
Bakal makmummu..

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6 comments:

  1. past is past.praise to Allah The Almighty.kita terpilih untuk berada di jalanNya

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    'Siapa dia dulu bukan cerminan siapa dia sekarang. Mungkin dulu dia busuk, tapi siapa kita untuk menidakkan ke-wangi-an dia sekarang. Mungkin dia lebih wangi dari orang yang tidak pernah busuk'

    [quoted]

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  2. subhanallah..thanks kak jiha..ur words are so supportive..jzkk..
    i pray to be the one you mentioned in ur last words..=')

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  3. jalan cte kite ade persamaan.mgkin cre kita diuji tu berbeza.k.jiha di sni, amal di sana dan ofkos dgn org n environment yg berbeza.

    k.jiha tau how does it feels bila kita betul2 menyesal dgn kesilapan atas kejahilan kita.we never share our story,rite?but then I can feel the chemistry....

    kita pegang watak sama,di tempat yang berbeza

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  4. yeah..we never share our history..yet..i guess we both can understand each other..what i had gone thru before really teach me how to face what i'll be facing later..and..if people throw me out from their life because of my history pon..insyaAllah i'll face that with calm because i know..Allah always with me..with us..it's only Him that sees our true heart..how we really regret what we had done before..and, how we hate to return to that past time..however,our past taught us to appreciate our new life..<3

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  5. we can't control the love, but we can control our action.
    preserve ur love, preserve it...
    until you are finally united

    i love u amal

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  6. adilah syg: i love u too dear.. and i wont let ur messages to be ignored just like that.. 'we' are working on it.. very much.. insyaAllah.. moga mujahadah..=)

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