by the way, last nite i got a friend of mine who happened to chat me on FB, and she said she likes the way i am now. and i replied "nape cakap gtu?". ---> ayat cliche. whohaha.
she asked me "malin byk ikut usrah ke?". frankly speaking, amal memang gila usrah. seriously. know what? within 24 hours, i have myself to have 3 usrah. on thursday, 330pm-530pm with kak teh, 9pm-12am with kak naia, and 10am-12pm with my usrah's group. and i just like it. i love being in busy zone. hehe. yes, memang busy recently. yesterday morning got netball practice from 730-930am. pastu rushed balik bilik to wash up and off to surau to be with usrah's group. okay. off topic lagi.
kawan amal jugak tanya, apa amalan amal. because she feels like i am so strong. iron lady gtu! hehe. no la. i said, i myself still need others to support me, including friends and of course family la kan. if i do not have them in my life, im sure it will be hard for me to stay strong and stronger. i told her that i just make practice the basic2 thingy such as:
- solat awal waktu *berjemaah dgn roomate
- baca al-mathurat *selalu dgn roomate la, after solat asar
- g jemaah kt surau *selalunye isyak la. kadang2 maghrib pon solat kt surau
- jaga hubungan dengan laki *berkawan boleh, tp kalau smp org ngata2 cakap kita mcm laki-bini dah, haa, tu x btul la tu kn?
hmm..tu je la kot yg amal gtaw kawan amal tu. she also mentioned about her weaknesses of being at home. duduk rumah n duduk kolej memang x sama. kt kolej, mybe kita lebih kuat sebab kita ada dalam biah solehah. dengan kawan-kawan yg sefahaman dengan kita. bila kt rumah, it will totally different! it depends on us la if da kt rumah. its called 'tarbiyah dzatiyah'. kita didik diri kita sndiri. by doing this kind of tarbiyah, kita boleh ukur la tahap iman kita. kalau rasa tahap iman tu tgh decrease, do something la to make it up. dont let our nafsu kuasai diri. its not good. really. like me, msa cuti 3 mggu *cuti sem bulan lepas *, godaan tu sungguhla byk. my penyakit is, amal suka tidur. Allah. tidur pulak lama sungguh. usually akan tidur lepas solat dhuha. memang baik punye timing la. tidur lepas solat dhuha. bangun pulak untuk solat zohor. see? how lama i slept. haha. if hati mujahadah xnak bagi tidur lepas solat dhuha, amal akan masuk dapur, and buatla keje pape. bukan masak la sebab amal xreti masak eh? i do not know whether i know how to cook or not. xpernah buat. err? okayla. pandai masak mee goreng and masak sardin. haha. lame! masak nasi tu reti la. ntah pape kn. pastu goreng telur dadar tu okay la. whohaha. pengakuan tulus x? but i really2 love to learn. but, maybe tunggu ada rumah sendiri kot. i just cant share kitchen with other women. err? haha. xbaik kan cmtu? nnt duk umah mertua nnt, cmne? xkan xnak masak? insyaAllah i'll make some improvement. biiznillah.
okay. off topic again.
okay. pasal tarbiyah. its good to have ourselves to be in biah solehah. tapi kita x selamanya akan ditemani org2 yg sefikrah dgn kita. one fine day, Allah akan uji kita bila kita kene buat kerja2 D & T tu sorg2. so, prepare ourselces from now on la. insyaAllah. bila Allah nk uji kita nnt, we are strong enough to face all the trials and tribulations stated for us. Ameen.
sekian dulu buat pagi ni. nak g bsuh baju dulu. too loads already dalam baldi tu. k, salam.
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