nisfu syaaban~

salam alaik. earlier post for today was quite rugged. haha. ni post yg baik sikit. perhaps. insyaAllah. btw, we, Muslims, are reaching Ramadan already since tonight is 'Malam Nisfu Syaaban' already. bak kata my bff, 'buku amalan naik'. and i innocently said to her "alhamdulillah x buat bnde x molek hari ni. tdo kejap je sebelum zohor td, lepas solat terus buat kerja SDP and RBT". hehe. however, we must remember that its not necessary to wait for a right bulan to do a good thing. faham x? im afraid if my english is too bad. hahaha. simply said, kita xperlu nak tunggu bulan baik hari baik bf baik untuk buat bende baik. faham? *bf baik pon msuk list ke? hehe. ade je kot yg bila dapat bf baik, they turn out to be baik *usually for a moment only* sbb lepas clash, jadi x baik semula. haaa, x elokla mcm tu kn. if possible, lets be clear why we do something. sebab apa? untuk siapa? and surely its compulsory for us to do everything for Allah's sake kn? insyaAllah. 
why i said 'xperlu tggu bulan baik hari baik' untuk buat bende baik? because we never know our 'ajal'. when will it be? by the way, we have to remember that malaikat maut sees us 70x a day. betul kn? so, beringat-ingatlah apabila kita buat apa-apa. semoga Allah matikan kita dalam husnul khotimah. insyaAllah.
hmm..tapi, ada je yg decided nk wear tudung msa ramadan. sebab? maybe they want to respect bulan mulia. i guess je. alhamdulillah. at least they still have some respect in Ramadan. tp, kan lebih baik kalau awal2 nk pkai tu, kita berdoa moga Allah kurniakan hidayah msa pakai tu, untuk pkai selamanya, i mean every time there are ajnabi around them kn. that would be better. insyaAllah. i just have no idea about people who wear tudung during ramadan only. im sorry kalau bende ni sensitif. because i myself have been wearing tudung since 6 years old. yeah, up until now, there were flaws while wearing tudung. but insyaAllah its getting better. 
anyone who happens to drop here would like to share why people who basically do not wear tudung, but wear it during ramadan? some people might say "at least dorang pakai jugak". yeah, im just fine with whatever opinions. bukan nk buat research pon. just, curiousity really kills the cat. haha. 
oh, yeah. since ramadan is coming really2 soon, lets muhasabah diri. bak kata my bff too, "bukan saje2" kita buat/alami sesuatu perkara kan. as for me, at the very first day datang ipsah ni, bukan dgn kehendak hati pon. tapi, again, bukan saje2 Allah nak letak kita kt sesuatu tempat tu kn. not only places la. jawatan ke. ape2 aje la. bukan saje2. its for "sahaja aku buat sesuatu kerana Allah". that's it. its for Allah's sake. just be clear with what we do. then, insyaAllah we do not have to undergo long process 'there'. 
btw, i just have something to share. here it goes!!

this is one of the most favourite quotations. it works! believe me! <3

i just like hand-wash my clothes. rationales? because i can save money. haha. lame! but seriously i can save money from that. another reason? i can do exercises too! unbelievable? do believe it! yela, while washing the clothes tu, the body (especially hand's muscles) are getting stronger because we are so determined while brush the clothes. haha. i can feel mine! =p

another reason? jimat sabun basuh! since im using breeze yang liquid tu. i bought it since last year, sem 2. up until now, i guess i can still use it for this whole sem 4! 

another reason? i can do my zikir too. =)

and one of the zikir is 'astaghfirullah'

not necessary zikir la. buat self-reflection pon sometimes i did while washing my clothes. we just can see many things while do the washing. ada kotoran yang needs us to wash very hard. and some dirts need gentle wash to let go the stain. pelik kan? yes. pelik tapi benar. same goes to us. human being. ada org yg perlukan teguran lembut untuk berubah. ada org yg hanya akan terkesan dgn teguran yg kasar. and msa basuh baju tu, i do reflect la, which category i am in. huhu. 

so, while reaching Ramadan soon, lets do some reflection. what kind of people we wanna be after ramadan ni? or, will we end our ramadan, or tersangkut kt tgh2? wallahu'alam.ape2 pon, setiap yang Allah tetapkan, adalah bukan "saje2". its for "sahaja". 

sekian,

cahaya amalanku~