kakakku syg..

assalam..ptg2 ni sy ngantuk sgt2..

drpd sy tdo..baikla sy perbykkan post kt blog sy ni..

dahla bru lps mkn..xkn nk tdo kot??

ish3..dah2 la dgn nama samaran "mek tdo" by my beloved sister..huhuhu

tulis byk2 pon..mybe xde org yg baca...yet..

at least i have something to do..*asignment tolak tepi jap..hek3..

hurm..dok syok tulis post sal 'husnuzon' td..

kaklong call skype..

tp sempat nmpk muka dia n suami dia for about 10 seconds only..

then..they're gone!!

isk3..mesti broadband punye pasal ni..

siapla ko ---->broadband..

aku balik mmgu depan..

aku ketuk2 n sekeh2 ko!!

huh!!

okay..back!!

kakakku syg..

sape x syg kakak dia????

suka hati kamoo la klu kamoo x syg kakak kamoo..

tp sy nk ckp sini..sy syg sgt2 kakak sy..

nk tgk x gambar kakak sy?jap ek..:p

ni mlm dia kahwin..tahun lps..12hb september..kot..xigt..huhuhu

haaa...ni la kakak sy..lawa kn?

hehehe..xpela if x lawa..

yg penting hati..

even though she is quite 'suka ngepek'..

lebih teruk dri sy..tp tu sume bukanla alasan untuk sy x syg kt kakak sy ni..

hodoh2 pon kakak sy jgk..hehehe

*ampunkan adikmu wahai kakakku..

ngeh3..

pada wajah yg tenang..

jgn disangka tiada penderitaan..

haaaaa..dah mai dah..dah mai dah..

pedia hang ni??

okay..tu sume monolog dalaman...

*quoted from someone..

ngeh3..

kakak sy mungkin bukan kakak yg terbaik dlm dunia ni..

tp..dia adalah kakak yg terbaik di dunia ni..

*ayat berbelit?suka ati sy la ayat sy..

ahahaha..no offense!!=p

npe dia kakak terbaik??

yela..dia kakak sy..mestila sy kata dia adalah kakak yg terbaik..

sbb dia kakak yg terbaik??

okay..meh nk cter..

kaklong..nama panggilan adik2 buat kakak yg terbaik ni..

dia..setelah pemergian ayah tersyg..

kaklong adalah org yg ke-2 lps mak yg memainkan peranan dlm keluarga..

walaupun dia adalah perempuan,atau dlm bhsa jepunnya..cikaro..

namun dia kuat..dia galas segala tanggungjawab yg ayah tgglkn..

even msa ayah tgh terlantar sakit pon..

kaklong lah org yg byk menolong..

after she finished her study *spm*..

dia amek lesen keta..

sbb amek lesen keta??mstila sbb nk g drift!!

wahahaha..tak3..

sbb to make it easier anta amik ayah kt hospital..

*alah..org lain pon leh wt apa yg kakak sy wt,kn3??

mmgla..rmai je mnusia yg kaklong sy ni..

biarlah sy nk tulis sal dia..

sy syg dia sgt2 kn..

huhuhu

klu nk tgk sumbangna dia untuk family kami,

byk sgt2 kot..

it is listless..

apa yg interesting sal kakak sy..

dia pon pernah ada zaman 'jahiliyah'..cm sy..

huhuhu..

mybe keturunan kitorg kot..

masing2 ada zmn jahiliyah..

she started to change when she realized that she has many responsibility as the elder 

sibling in the family..*i'm the 2nd

alhamdulillah..Allah has given her kinda of 'petunjuk'..

petunjuk boleh dtg kt kita dlm many ways..

and for my sis,the responsibilities that she hold has realized her..

thus..she make it!!congrate sis!!

im proud of you..

mlm dia kawin..

she sits next to me after 'akad nikah'..

i didn't see her face..tp tgn sy gatal g amek gambar dia guna hp..

when sy tgk gambar dia kt hp tu,

"aik??meleleh ke??"

sy pon dgr innocentnye tnye dia "bkpo jerit plok ni"..

and..she innocently answered me "tringat ko ayah"..

okey..fine..sy plk yg meleleh lps tu..

thus..fine!!skrg pon meleleh when i recall that moment..

lembutnya hati seorg NURHAWANI MUHAMAD AMRI..

walaupun dia seorg yg agar kasar bila berckp *sama kot dgn sy*

tp dia blh nanges ek??

hari bahagia kot..nk nanges wtpe..

but thats her!!

my beloved sis..

i didn't ask her any further npe nanges bila tringatkn ayah..

i just make my own assumption..

mybe..she now belongs to someone else already..

tggjwb dia kt family dah lps..

mybe that makes her worry so much..

i'm not at home to carry all the responsibilities that she will leave later..

tp Allah Maha Mengasihi..

Dia xmembebani hambaNya melebihi kesanggupan hambaNya..

her life after marriage just goes well..

and now..

she will be delivering my niece..err??

niece ke?ke nephew??

ntah..xkesahla niece ke nephew ke..

janji kaklong selamat melahirkan babynye..

and babynya pon selamat keluar ke bumi Allah yg indah ni..

Ya Allah..Kau permudahkanlah urusan kaklongku ketika melahirkan bayinya..

Kau selamatkanlah dia dan bayinya..

p/s: seyes sy risau kondisi kaklong sy..yeah..she kinda shows me some unpleasant signs..hurm..shuh3..dah2..lupakanla..insyaAllah everything will be alright..kwn2 tlg doakan jgk untuk kaklong sy ek..sy syg dia sgt2..:(